I still fantasize about that.

Back in the early 1970's my wife and I were shopping in a mall. I had to use the toilet before we left. I noticed that people had made a hole in the stall closest to the urinals, and there was a fellow looking out and actually sort of moaning or making sounds of intense craving. I became very interested and he went out of the stall to the one farthest away from the door. I was really curious, and went down, stepped into the stall and closed the door. He was sitting on the stool with his pants down, and had a wonderful erection. He kept moaning and signaled by his actions that he wanted my penis. I pulled my penis out and he immediately had his mouth on it. I ejaculated very quickly!!! He didn’t remove his mouth until I was completely drained!!! I told him that he had a nice penis. During the whole time he never spoke, but only made moans. He had very curly red hair which I gently had my hands on as he sucked. I never saw him again. I have fantasized about what could have been if I had been unaccompanied.
In the late 1970's, I had to stay in town after work to do laundry and grocery shopping. As soon as I got off from work my first stop was the local adult book store, and the little video booths. Somehow, the fellow in the booth next to mine invited me to come over. He sucked my penis very thoroughly, and I offered to suck him. He declined. I really did want to suck him. Later, at the laundry I saw him again with his cute wife!! Now I understood why he didn’t want me to drain him! He had more willpower than I had.
My wife left over 40 years ago. I am just crazy about females, BUT also have quite the interest in penises! Unfortunately, I really don't have any attributes that would appeal to a woman, so who am I fooling? I really, really want a woman, but I would be lucky to just be able to suck penises. Being able to be with, and help a male and female couple would be really nice, but I don't realistically think that will happen. My best chances are to find older fellows who would appreciate me sucking their penis, and I would LOVE to do that.